April 23, 2011

(pictures REALLY hate me today, they aren't uploading)

Day 46: Ran around with dad all day, then went driving. Then wen to mom's for dinner with Auntie Janine. We went out to eat, Nikki and her husband were there. He creeps me out, I'm not sure why though. He's just weird. Dinner was fine, I love downtown Richmond. It's beautiful at night, I'm obsessed. I went back to mom's, then back to dad's. I passed out, overly tired. Fourty-six days, down..a lot to go!

April 22, 2011

(pictures hated me today)

Day 45: Daddy and Carly had off of work. I took care of the dog and cat, then daddy, Carly, and I went to go see Water for Elephants. IT WAS AMAZING. Then we went to Kroger, and shopped. After we got home dad and I were watching Ghost Adventures, then at 10:30pm he and I went to Books a Million, then came back home and watched food network and more Ghost Adventures until all hours of the night.

April 21, 2011

Day 44: Woke up, took care of the dog and cat. Then cleaned the house super fast, watched TV, showered. Then Carly and I went to the Airport to pick daddy up! After we picked him up, we went to dinner. It was pretty good. Then we got home and he and I stayed up late watching food network.

April 20, 2011

Day 43: Kaitlyn and I woke up to Campbell coming in my room saying, "WAKE UP IT'S A HOLIDAY!" I don't consider 4/20 a holiday, but I know a lot of people do. Kaitlyn and I went to take care of the animals next door, then got ready to go shopping with my Mammaw. She picked us up, then we went to go get Haley. We went to McDonald's, I got a Big Mac. Then we went to Target where we ran into Emma and Daniel. It pretty much made my whole entire Spring Break. Then, we walked down to Kohl's. All the aunts where there with Mammaw. We shopped around a bit then did Yoga in the middle of the store..well Kaitlyn and I did. After went back to McDonald's where we ran into an obviously gay black fellow, he was funny. Kaitlyn and I came back to my house then got ready for the gym, we went to body jam. Then to Kroger to get salads. Kaitlyn's mom got mad at her. Carly came home and we hung out.

April 19, 2011

Day 42: Woke up early because I had to take car of the dog and cat next door. Came back home, cleaned up a bit then went to the movies with Carly. After the movie, we ran into target. Then we came home and I fell asleep on the couch. Kaitlyn called me and asked to come over because she was tired of being around crying people. So, Cam and I went and picked her up. Her mom wanted to meet Cam, it was awkward. We hung out all night and tried to go camping, but dad and I got in a fight..over the phone. He comes home on Thursday. So instead of camping we watch Barbershop. It was okay, we fell asleep down stairs.

April 18, 2011

Day 41: First official day of Spring Break, but it doesn't really feel like it. Woke up kinda late and waited for Carly to get home from her morning jog with Bigs. I was in a weird mood, I didn't really want to be bothered, but I didn't want to be alone. So basically I was alone all day, finally around 3:30 Carly got home and took me driving. After, we went on a walk behind James River High. Then the farm half a mile from my house. The river is right behind it and it was all flooded. It kind of made me sad, so I took a picture of it. It reminded me of whatever is blocking the path to where I want to be in life..I don't know maybe I just try to relate everything I see to something in life or something somewhat deep. Oh well. When we got home, I got ready for the gym and hit that up. Body combat makes me tired, I was seriously like dying. We had the normal instructor back...she's insane but super nice! After the gym I got gas and some lunchables then came home. I watched Secret Life and Make it or Break it. Then showered and rocked out to Taylor Swift. Now, I'm overly tired for no reason what so ever. But, fourty-one down..many to go.

April 17, 2011

Day 40: Woke up early, showered, then Jess picked me up. We went over to my mom's for breakfast. There were a bunch of people there. After breakfast and hanging out with everyone my mom and I cleaned up then Cam and I went back to dad's house. I picked up some clothes for Plato's closet, Cam taught we how to back out of our horrible driveway. I did good. My mom came and picked me up then we went to Plato's, they said it would be a wait so we ran to The Great Big Green House. There are A LOT of cute boys there, so I picked up an application. We went back to Plato's and they still weren't ready..after waiting 45 minutes I only got $30. Then my mom and I went and got ice cream, I filled out my application. Then we went back to The Great Big Green House to drop it off, my mom had to go to Blockbuster so I drove her there. Then we stopped back off by my dad's house to pick up a dress that needed to be returned at Target, then we stopped by my grandma's to refill her bird feeders. We came across a sign..should people in memory care nursing home's really have cars? Then we went to Target. It took us forever there, but I got new sunglasses and my mom got a few bra's. Then we stopped by my mom's to see the new puppy next door, then finally I went back to my dad's. I had to run over to the neighbor's to get a key for dog sitting all week. Carly cooked a really good dinner and then she and I watched a movie. I went to sleep as early as I could..but right when I was about to pass out Kyle texted me. And of course, I'm stupid and stayed up to text him. Insane day. Fourty days down, 325 to go!

April 16, 2011

Day 39: neVer forgeT. Five years since the Virginia Tech shooting. Kaitlyn and I woke up early and went to the gym with my mom. On the way there Kaitlyn got a text saying her uncle passed away. She broke down in the back of the car so I took her home. I worried about her all day, it was bad:( After dropping her off, my mom and I went to Target. Then I went back home and watched TV with Carly, cuddled with Biggie, then we went to sleep kinda early. Rest In Peace Uncle Billy

April 15, 2011

(The pictures are on Kaitlyn's camera)
Day 38: Friday, finally. Emma sat with us during Midlo Morning, is basically made my day wonderful from the very start. I love her more than life itself. We went outside in Bio and played this game, I think it was just to amuse Mrs.Collins but it was funny so it's all good! French test was easier than I thought, I'm doing pretty well in that class..I think. Kaitlyn was texting her mom in theater about her uncle...he wasn't doing well at all. She broke down so Mrs.Baugher let us spend the whole class in the bathroom so she could kinda chill out and cry. Lunch was fine, so was math. Cam drive Kaitlyn and I to her house, we hung out there. Tristian was extra hyper. Cam came and picked us up later, she spent the night. We watched ghost adventures pretty much all night, it was good. Cam took us to get pizza. We hung out and then went to sleep. Thirty-eight down, 3something to go!

April 14, 2011

Day 37: So that girl from yesterday..yeah her best friend decided to call me "the stupidest fucking bitch she'd ever met". Watched a movie in bio. Had a sub in history, don't think I did all that well on my map quiz. Had a english test on the book we read. Took a nature walk in creative writing. My poem about 9/11 was the only one she decided she didn't like. Emma makes me happy and the note she wrote me made me cry. I love her. And I love Emily, they're both adorable. Came home, mom picked me up then we picked up Kaitlyn. We went downtown to a jewlery party then rushed back up to the school at like 7:30ish to see Jessica's art show. She's adorable and her art is AMAZING..no wonder she's going to VCU arts. Kyle, Jess, Hopie, Brandi, Tammy, Meme, and Q were there..of course! I met Tess' Timo, he's really nice..from the two second conversation he and I had. Kyle was nice to me..surprisingly. Well once I told him that no, in fact Jacob and I are not together and I have no idea why Jacob would tell Kyle that. After the art show my mom, Kaitlyn, and I went to Kroger. Then Kaitlyn and I went back to my house, we finished out shirts for Virginia Tech. Then we passed out. Thrity-seven down, a ton to go!

April 13, 2011

Day 36: Kaitlyn and I slummed it, we were too tired to really do anything with ourselves. Rico made me mad in Midlo Morning, then again what else is new? This girl came up to me and was mad because apparently I was talking bad about her, but all I said was "why does she sit with us if none of us are friends with her?" and I said it to her face, so whatever. I love how everyone crowded around me and were super close, I felt protected. Bio test, second half, even easier. French was pretty easy, I was tired though and everyone was super loud. Rico punched Kaitlyn, she has a bruise on her ribs. In what right mind does a guy hit a girl for no reason? Theater was bad, super bad. My group did horrible. Lunch was BAD. I went to the clinic because I didn't feel well, the clinic ladies accused me of lying and trying to skip. I took their crap and walked out, I saw Cam and stated crying. He went and yelled at the ladies, so did my dad. I love my boys so much! I walked back to the lunch table, Rico was walking away really fast. Kaitlyn was crying, Sydney looked like Hell just froze over, she looked more than pissed. I asked what happened, when I walked away Rico was talking bad about me..really bad. Kaitlyn and Sydney stood up for me (I love them more than life itself). He apparently was an even bigger jerk than normal, again nothing new there. I started to cry again because I love them for sticking up for me and I felt bad that they had too. Emma walked up and the first thing she said was, "oh god, what's wrong?" I swear she knows everything. I explained what happened, I hugged Kaitlyn and Sydney for being so amazing, and Emma and I walked to math. I left after 5 minutes of sitting in math. Carly picked me up. I came home and passed out. My migraines are getting worse and my meds are making me really dizzy. I cancelled my tutoring session and slept some more. Sydney gave me some really good people to creep on, I felt bad about myself. I swear, some girls are just so pretty. I showered, fed bigs, fed myself, now it's 8:30 and I want more sleep. I can't handle this crap anymore, horrible day. Thirty-six down, 329 to go!

(again, my pictures are being stupid but I'll put them up soon!)

April 12, 2011

Day 35: Welp! Bio test was super easy, we only did half of it. History test was easier than I thought. English test wasn't too bad. I swear our teachers make all the tests on the same day on purpose. I'm really loving my english class these days. Lunch was fine, I just listened to everyone talk. Creative writing made me kinda mad, Mrs.Spanier said my work was bad again. I'm really trying...I promise. I just don't know what she wants. Emma and Emily kidnapped my camera, Mrs.Spanier is so oblivious to the world..I swear. Kimberly and Sydney made my day by saying I was gorgeous. After school, I uploaded pictures on facebook then I passed out..I was way overly tired. Carly and I went and picked up Kaitlyn, she ate dinner with us and met Carly's sister. She ended up sleeping over. We tried making shirts, but never finished. We goof off to much. We went to sleep late. Thirty-five down, a lot to go!

April 11, 2011

Day 34: Monday..oh God what a day. 91 degrees and sunny, it was so perfect. Bio was good, French was fine. Now after french is where it got..intense. Jacob and Kyle were talking about me, because Jacob said I was pretty cool or something and wanted to know if there was something between me and Kyle still. Well Kyle was mean about it and told Jacob to read my blog and said a few other things I don't really want to remember so I won't mention, does that surprise us? Nope, I can't say it does. Jacob grabbed my arm, Kaitlyn was trying to turn me around to figure out what was going on, Cam kept asking what was wrong, and then Kyle walked by. And I blew up, I freaked out, more than I normally would and called him a f***ing douche dag and said I hated him. Which I really don't, even though I wish I could..more than anything. I pulled away from Jacob, he left my arm purple, Kaitlyn ran after me. We went into theater, I fell on the floor and cried. I'm not sure why I cried, probably because I know I love him, I know it isn't right to love him, I want to hate him and again I know I can't. So pretty much, theater sucked. Mrs.Baugher made me mad, she threw away my drink that wasn't near or hurting ANYONE. I cried again, not over the drink but because I needed to. I was quite at lunch, I told Emma what happened and almost broke down again. Math sucked. After school, Carly picked her sister up from the airport. I went to the gym, body combat. It was intense. Kaitlyn and I went to Joann's after and bought stuff to make shirts. Andrew asked my to dinner. Today I learned: the world just isn't fair, but sometimes we have to smile and push through it. Jacob texted me and said he was sorry. Thirty-four down, 331 to go!

April 10, 2011

Day 33: Sunday's are always fun. Kaitlyn and I woke up early and went to yoga. My mom made us rush back to her house to clean, we were getting paid. By 2:00 everyone started cleaning, but my mom didn't count it as cleaning because Jess, Q, Kaitlyn, and myself cleaned out Q's car. Cam cleaned out his own. Kaitlyn and I ended up scrubbing the house from top to bottom..well not really, we dusted and wiped down base boards. We only got $25 each, it was a bit upsetting. Q and Jon got in a huge fight, Q and Jess left. We went by lucky's then had to go back to dad's because Carly's dad gets in town today. So we rushed and cleaned the whole house, we took out the trash, hung things up, and changed my room up a bit. Cam pissed me off, Kaitlyn left around 9. Gary and Carly got home around them. He's the cutest thing ever. My room is clean for once and I was almost stress free, today was a pretty good day. My picture for today decided to be stupid and not work:( Thirty-three down, 332 to go!

April 9, 2011

Day 32: Kaitlyn and I got up early, we hit the gym with my mom. My foot was insanely swollen after, I have foot issues. After, Kaitlyn got her eyebrows done, we stopped by the dollar store, and dressbarn. Later, we picked up my grandma and we went to get hair cuts. 2 INCHES WAS TAKEN OFF MINE...it's so short now. Well at least I feel like it is. We had lunch at Olive Garden, Kaitlyn was hungry.. We went back to the hair place so my mom could get her hair cut then we dropped my grandma off, Kaitlyn and I went back to my dad's. We hung out and started finding things to make headbands, yes we make headbands and so far they're turning out semi-okay. We watched Greece at 9ish and passed out on the couch, I woke back up at 4 in the morning and we went up stairs. She slept over again. I realized every picture I took today was of Kaitlyn..so here ya go, you get to see her face! Thirty-two down, 333 to go!

April 8, 2011

Day 31: Friday, all I have to say about this whole entire day is average. Bio, History, English, Creative Writing; just like every other even day. In bio we went outside and drew, one of the sub's at our school was taken to the hospital. Philis picked me a flower, I kept it all day. History was normal, in english I watered my flower. Creative writing I argued with Mrs.Sapnier..but I always do that. Kaitlyn rode the bus home with me, I got my permit..well my official one. I look like a chubby killer. She and I went to Kroger with Carly, we bought brownies and cookies. Carly had to work so kaitlyn and I chilled, she rapped..we got no homework done like we were planning. Facebook got an overload of videos from us. We passed out early. Only thirty-one down, way too many to go!

April 7, 2011

Day 30: Slummed it in my final four shirt and leggings. Jacob was acting different today, he hugged me and wanted to sit next to me. Jordan and Kaitlyn think he likes me, but I don't see him ever liking me. Bio was good, I understood everything and did well. French quiz was a lot easier than I thought, I think Mrs.Newman likes me. I'm happy about that, she's a really good teacher. Theater was not too good. Mrs.Baugher yelled at me, for no reason. Apparently I needed to "shut the hell up". Whatever. Lunch was good, again people going on about Jacob liking me. Rumors about a girl being pregnant are going around, whether it's true or not I tried to stop people from talking about it because it's no one's business but her own. Jordan got mad at me. Kaitlyn and I got more people to sign up for JROTC, I'm trying to help them start a program at Midlo. Kaitlyn's idea, but I want to help as much as I can. Math bores me, I think I did good on the quiz though so I'm proud about that. After school, I kinda chilled until 5:30. Mom made me drive, of course..I'm scared of other cars but I did well. We picked up Kaitlyn and went to the gym. We worked out with the old ladies in the pool, it seriously was intense since we have a new lady teaching the class. After, Kaitlyn and I convinced my mom to get Panera. Again, I drove. I'm getting better. Midlothian turnpike scares me. After I got home, I showered, talked to my grandma on the phone, and did laundry. Now it's time for sleep. Thirty down, 335 to go!

April 6, 2011

Day 29: Even days are slowly becoming rather annoying. Bio was interesting, Alex was sick and Monica called me Mary Poppins and some other things that were rude because I didn't agree with her idea to bomb African and Asian countries..her reasoning? There's too many people there..I know what you're thinking and I have no idea why someone would say that it's awful. History wasn't as fun without Alex, we pretty much took notes the whole time. English was fine, Mitchell and Jordan make me laugh. Lunch was funny, as always. I wasn't hungry, but ate anyway. Apparently Mrs.Spanier understands Emma's made up language and style of writing, but it "wouldn't get an A". I personally think it was amazing! Emily's a sweetheart. Creative writing isn't creative, I don't really think it ever was. Slept for three hours after school then had tutoring, did all my homework and finished everything for math. Cam and I went to five guys, I bought food for mom, Jon, Cam, and myself. Mom paid me back though. I got my final four shirt, FINALLY. Went home, showered, slept. Twenty-nine down, 336 to go!

April 5, 2011

Please don't mind my eye..I was winking but it didn't work to well as you can tell

Day 28: Welp! Today was no shoe day, so everyone at school walked around in socks. I love the fact that we're raising awareness for children in other countries..my only fear is more people just thought it was weird than actually realizing what the cause was for. Oh well. School was fine, nothing special that I can think of besides the fact I got an A on a bio test! Amazing, I know we never thought it would happen. But after school, I PASSED MY DRIVERS TEST THINGY! I was so excited, and I was only 9 months late on getting it;) My grandma get rushed to the hospital, so my mom and I went there to check on her. We took her back to the nursing home. I discovered parking lots scare me...they really scare me. Carly made an amazing dinner, then she took me out driving. I over correct too much, that's bad and I should probably work on it. She and I went and got dessert, it was wonderful..I could've died eating it and been completely happy with my life. After we got home I showered and went to sleep. Twenty-eight down, 337 to go!

April 4, 2011

Day 27: HORRIBLE. HORRIBLE. HORRIBLE. HORRIBLE DAY. I want to leave, I need a vacation. I can't deal with Midlothian and the people here..well most of them. We got new seats in bio, I like my seat. Right in the front, I pay attention better there. But the kids in that class make me want to hurt myself, very badly. History annoyed me today, no one would shut up and I had a killer migraine. Worse than normal. English sucked, Spewak was in a bad mood and people just pissed me off. Oh and group work doesn't work when you lie about your number..STUPID PEOPLE. Mrs.Spanier made me mad more than anyone today. She has that ability. According to her, I'm negative, my writing is not good, and I "threw a pen at her". I'm sorry, but when did you become the floor under my desk? And I dropped it because I was mad, because you wouldn't let me go to the library to type up my poem but then proceed to give me a zero for not "doing my work". EXCUSE ME MISS, BUT YOU WOULDN'T LET ME. After class, Kyle was standing with Kaitlyn. I walked up to her and told her what happened and what do you know Kyle had something to say about it..OF COURSE HE DID. He told me to "F*** OFF" and to "GET THE F*** AWAY" I called him a dick and it blew up from there. He walked away and so did Sydney. Then I started to cry and tried to explain that seeing him makes me break, it makes me crumble. I fall and forget who I am, I forget everything good and go into like a depression but at the same time he gives me butterflies and makes me smile. Obviously, this made no sense because people looked at me like I was stupid but the uncontrollable sobbing probably had something to do with that. Kaitlyn hugged me, Jordan asked what was wrong, Jacob hugged me and started to sing..without letting go. He always sings. It made me laugh though, I needed to laugh. Kaitlyn and I went to our buses. I told Rose what happened, then called my dad and told him everything. I miss him, a ton. More than I thought I would. When I got home, I vented to Carly then she went to work and I went to sleep. Then I woke up and showered and did homework. I still have yet to understand why we need direct variation in life, but whatever. Horrible day, it needs to end. Like now. I seriously need to escape to somewhere calm and quite. I need to let go of everything and breath for two seconds on my own. UGH, PEOPLE SUCK..mainly Kyle and Mrs.Spanier, but still THEY SUCK. Twenty-seven down, too many to go.

April 3, 2011

Day 26: Sunday, my relax day. I woke up feeling like crap. My dad left today for three weeks, I was and still am so upset. I pretty much laid around all day and watched movies. I cleaned a bunch too and watched the ACMs, Taylor Swift won entertainer of the year. That didn't surprise me at all though, she's the entertainer of a lifetime. I went to sleep a little late. 339 more, lord help us!

April 2, 2011

Day 25: Saturdays are always fun. Woke up at 3:30am, got ready and left the house at 5:15ish. Dad and I went to the 10k race to set up. I worked for a while, it was fun. Biggie was a hit, like always. The DMV systems were down, so I couldn't take the test. It pissed me off, majorly. Dad and I picked up Kaitlyn from Sydney's, then we came back home. We watched a movie then went to Goodwill, didn't find much. So, we didn't buy anything. On the way home, we stopped by Rita's then went to Kroger and bough $17 worth of candy. Then came home and watched the game, Final Four. VCU lost, but they're still amazing! And we all love them and are proud anyway. After we didn't really do anything, went to sleep early. Twenty-five down, 340 to go!

April 1, 2011

Day 24: Friday, no school. Woke up at 11, watched Tristian with Kaitlyn. Cleaned, came home cut my leg. Slept with Biggie. Again, no need to say anything about today. Twenty-four down, 431 to go!

March 31, 2011

Day 23: Not a very bad day. Did nothing in bio. Had a french sub, so we did nothing. Rico pisses me off. Did nothing in theater at all, but goofed off. Lunch annoyed me. Math sucked. Slept all afternoon, Kaitlyn's house after I woke up. Mall with her, bought some shirts and hung out. Not much to say about this day. Twenty-three down, 342 to go!